These poems I wrote to him..I sat down one day on a day that I seemed to have more thought and I put my magic of pen to the paper and this is what I came up with in a very short period.  I mean within five minutes I had constructed these poems.  I do have one for each of the kids that I wrote.  So I will add those to the site at some point.

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**I also happened to feel quite guilty.  People keep stating things in which my son has said about me.  Things pertaining to his jealousy.  I understand that some things that were said by him they say were bad but in my eyes it was unhealthy.  But fact remains that he is a child and most children do not know how to speak about their feelings in the most appropriate way.  So some things were strayed off as worse but I know what was going on and what he meant.  But still the guilt is there due to a notebook that I found that he wrote things to the nature that he loved his mommy.***

**I do not know why children do the things in which they do but what mainly goes into some of the things is that keghan had an issue with jealousy.  Not that it was a good thing but I think that all children go through it at some point.  Keghan has two little sisters and a younger brother.  So at times Keghan would say things in which he did not mean because he was angry that I did not drop everything to attend to playing video games.**

Poems to Keghan from Mommy

**I have two poems for Keghan that I have written...KEEP IN MIND PLEASE THAT I AM NOT A POET..so I just put how I feel down on paper and this is what it is that I said**

A lost child deserted and alone

Only waiting for that one wish

The wish to come back home.

I fight for you and I struggle hard

And it sometimes does not seem the case

The lost and deserted child has pain that can not be erased.

I am sorry keghan for all the trouble I've caused and the failure I have become,

Maybe one day you will forgive me and our family will again become one.

Please don't cry my son my love is always there

There aren't any reasons that you should yourself be scared.

When you go to bed at night to god you should pray

Because my love will outlast things and you'll be home with me someday.

**these are words of wisdom from a mother that has struggled hard to obtain what needs to be in order to ensure that they are returned...the trouble I am speaking about is the fighting battle with Social Services and I feel a failure...onto the next poem**

There are many things that were left unsaid

Lord many things unspoken

But cuz' of this obstacle in our lives many hearts have been broken.

You are a very smart and affectionate little boy

And for that I can be thankful

But somehow I feel there is an emptiness in you waiting to be filled.

You are my first child and on top of that you are special.

And through it all you are the strongest vessel.

You are blossoming into a beautiful little boy

Seeing you with wonderful people and getting through it brings me great joy.

Keghan keep up your strength and Mommy will do the same

Because we were together and I know we will be again and you are not to blame.

**YET AGAIN...I am not a famous poet and I do not try to be..just my feelings down on paper...lol...**