Still letter continued:

1)  When I first met Mr. **** I did not know that he was at the time married.  But later when I found out that indeed he was married I had already gotten pregnant with my daughter and realized it was basicly like a battle that I did not wish to fight on.  He did nto want to help support her because he knew that if the military was to find out that he was married, had gotten another girl pregnant and in the meantime shortly after I left was sneaking a woman (now Mrs. ****) into his room in the barracks then they would definitely see something wrong with the picture and he would be forced to do god knows what.  Maybe he knew what it was and that is why he refrained from anyone knowing anything.

2)  After my daughter was born Mr. **** had no contact with my daughter and for the most part almost everything that was done was attempted by me.  I called him to talk to her and he chose not to.  I made arrangements with him everytime he was going to get leave to come out and see her.  And she always seemed to be low priority and it seemed as if Ms. **** (now his wife) was better overall then his daughter.  But with all the efforts and time I spent Mr. **** did not ever show an interest in her.

3)  When it came time to actually act responsibly he backed out by telling DCSE that he did not know if he was Haven's father.  Whereas he tried to have say in her name.  And if the child was not his where did he think he had the place to try to help name her.  Then on top of that he sent money to me one time before DNA was done.  So if he did not believe the child was his then he would definately not have sent to me what he did.

4)  I also think that Haven is a big money bag because up until a certain point Mr. **** did not have a thing to do with my daughter and there was no up side.  Haven would continue to ask about her daddy and I did not have the heart to tell her what I really would have liked to tell her.  When it was time for him to pay child support **** fought it and said the child was not his and then the test came back and he could not deny it anymore.  He also was supposed to report any changes with his employment and he did not.  He works a seasonal job and it changes by specific seasons.  Then Mr. **** tried to file my daughter on his taxes.  So I believe that they only want her because it puts more money into their pockets.

5)  I do not appreciate the things that they teach my daughter.  I do not like the fact that she always seems to be upset because she says to me that daddy and ***** are always telling her she is bad and she is always in time out.  And they deny it but I do know that they have my daughter out to late hours of the night.  when seh was at my home she did not go out late.  Unless I had an emergency there wa no reason nor did I go out.  Then she also made comments about how daddy told her that ***** (her stepmother) was pregnant and that the baby was put there by him.  I do not think that is appropriate for a child of her age to say.  She also said that she wanted to have a baby when she got older like mommy and ***** (her stepmother).  I do not know what kind of things that they are teaching my daughter and what values they are trying so hard to place but she seems to have changed from the sweet and loving Havie (Haven) we know to a child that seems very distraught and on the verge.

6)  I do not know what values a man has that beats up on another man.  I know that no matter what the circumstances you do not have to take matters into your own hands.  when he was in the army he had a situation with a guy named ***** because he was a very abusive man to his fiance and Mr. **** decided one night that he was going to beat him up.  When he should have done was go to a bouncer in the club he was in and explain it and the bouncers could have handled it.  Instead Mr. **** felt more a man if he put his hands on someone else.  So he assaulted him instead of taking it to someone else.

7)  I also do not believe that it was right for this man to have gone and taken or even allowed his wife to take pics of my home.  They were done illegally and then turned over to the social workers and used against me in court and if he would have gotten my permission then maybe it would be understandable to use those.  I know that you only know what you hear so I know that you do not know what goes on outside of your courtroom but I do and Mr. and Mrs. **** know as well that those pictures were not used with my permission.  Ms. **** (the worker) once again allowed another piece of evidence that she had no written proof that was legal.  Then the newest development was recordings.  I asked someone if I was able to record conversations.  So that people could get a better idea of how things are outside of the courtroom and outside of the ears of that ones that are more important.  I was told no that unless I was to notify them that I could not record them.  So my most recent news was that Mr. and Mrs. **** record my phone conversations and have sent them to the workers thinking that they can use it to their benefit.  But I do not say anything wrong.  Whereas I may not always get along with Mr. or Mrs. **** I do manage to think that things normally for the most part go good with them and I am excessively decent when I am on the phone with her (my daughter).

I have all too many issues to discuss with Mr. **** but I thought it was important that I addressed  the more important issues first.  Mr.**** is coming into Virginia sometime soon and from what I have heard from his wife Ms. **** (the worker) is picking him up from the airport.  That is another issue I would like to address before finishing this letter.  I know that I am not a judge nor a lawyer but I do know when a case is passed over to another worker or another section whomever was on it is no longer on it.  I would like to know why then if that is the case why it is that Ms. **** (the worker) was done with my case as of September 4, 2002.  She was the one of the ones that helped do the petition for the ERO.  So once the kids were placed into foster care she was to have nothing to do with me, my case, the people involved in my case or my kids.  So why is it that she is still talking to my kids fathers and running off the mouth about me and things that she does not know because she has not worked with me in so long?  And why does she still call my management office when she should not be inquiring about me nor making gossip exchanges?  Why is she still picking up my ex Mr. **** from the airport?  There are other workers that can pick him up or he needs to be responsible and do it himself.  She knows my business after hours and I do not see how that is possible or even so much as permittable.  She still talks to numorous people about me like another case she works with that also lives in my neighborhood.  Ms. **** (the worker) remains to protect her.  I do not understand how she is part of this case whereas she seems to be more a part of it now then when she was actually working on the case.  She is always in my business and is keeping contact with ***** ***** (lily's dad) as well as Mr. **** (Haven's dad) and tells them things about my kids and my case that should not be permitted.  Then she also tends to allow things that I could not get by doing to be done by the fathers of the kids.  So maybe I am not meant to understand this whole ordeal.

I thank you for taking the time out to read my letter and I am hoping that maybe some of the issues can be resolved through someone.  I ddi not know who else to turn to so I thought maybe just a small letter to you.  It is a lot bigger then I expected but I had a few important things to discuss.  She is just a small amount of what I have been trying to say for all this time.  Once again thanks for taking the time out to read this.  God Bless you and I hope you have a very nice day.

                                                                           Thank You,

                                                                               Jennelle ***